Ecedentesiast.

Do you know the most hurtful thing my heart had ever felt? 

When I saw yourself with her. 

But it was such a big relief when I forced my self to smile despite the pain.

One of many bizzare chapters of my life it was. 
Call me masochist, but I could evenly enjoy the pain in my chest. 

Not physically felt, but well, it’s feeling afterall.
Moreover, the feeling is... love.


Read somewhere.
Original text was in Indonesian.
English translation by Syifana Rahma Addiyani.
Picture taken from Kelana Bayu Aji's old Facebook profile picture album.

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